Bottled at the source.

here we go again

smells like life, like everything i miss knocking on my door.
blood
steam
and azure locks

twenty-one miles worth of dance with me

slugs are the coolest. like.. the black ones that think they look like mushrooms when they scrunch up? and the green ones with spots? and the banana ones? yeah. coolest. you realize these things once you can't feel your legs and your shoulders burn like the burn of a thousand painful sharp objects. i met a tree, it's name is Jara. not really my choice, but a fitting name none the less. i also met the fern of my dreams ^^ his name is Fredrick, and he's a gorgeous hunk of fern. alpine lakes are cold, but the huckleberries, goats, and bears make it all worth it. if you want the 4500 foot ascent, that is. i wish others could have had the experience this trip gave me, but other things will lend themselves to you all, i suppose. MARMOTS OF DOOM will come to destroy you all :( run away before it's too late! oh no! my leg! GAGH!

i'll be back in a few days, hope to see you all!
but not at the same time
well, maybe
i don't know

i've been writing, i like it, it's fun, even if it's not worth looking at. i think i'll keep it up. i hope i will, since i have this oh so busy life going for me ^^;


ah.. here's the word to describe.. stuff :

NEW

oh so very

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go, I'm standing here outside the door I hate to wake you up to say goodbye. But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn', The Taxi's waitin', he's blown his horn. Already I'm so lonesome I could die. So kiss me and smile for me, Tell me that you'll wait for me, Hold me like you never let me go. 'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane, Don't know when I'll be back again. Oh babe, I hate to go. Now the time has come to leave you, One more time let me kiss you, Then close your eyes, I'll be on my way. Dream about the days to come, When I won't have to leave alone, About the times I won't have to say. So kiss me and smile for me, Tell me that you'll wait for me, Hold me like you never let me go. 'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane, Don't know when I'll be back again. Oh babe, I hate to go.

Ease the bands around your heart long enough to realize that i don't feel like dying yet Or like losing my mind So if you'd just hand over my sanity i'll be leaving now But i lie Refusal to leave Standing in the yard thinking of following my feet That vapor on your breath That reminder of the power you hold You don't know your own strength Possibly because isn't simply physical Not something to explain i guess Like those cookies I'll take one Or maybe two I'll just go get one more Or a few Shit i can't stop It's not an addiction No withdrawal Wait Yes there is Sometimes to know you must be ignorant Oh so ignorant But it didn't help this time Not in the least It wasn't shown well enough that i needed a teacher I'm a bad student Kiss me and run away because it's the only way to escape Not enough distractions in this world Finally i fall down the slope And it's fun Or it hurts But what's the difference this time?